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PARK JUNGSOO SAYS HWAITING! :)
Lets study now.




Excuse the irrelevant title.
That song is totally stuck on me.
I get so annoyed after a few times of listening to it. and then i close it and then i find myself singing "Lets take a break" = = and i will listen to it again.
The cycle repeats.
Like the CalvinBenson cycle.

MY LIFE CYCLE. //////

KRISSY- bloggerofME is moving

Song: Moonlight Angel- F.T Island
Mood: ugghhhh. i feel full..

I realised i never really blogged about myself. and am aware that cuzzy do check in some times. she must be wondering what the hell our blog had turned into LOL!.
its already 1030
i ahvent started studying. sighs. again.
will history repeat itself?

yes. histroy has repeated itself no doubt about that.
I WONT STUDY and that is final.
just a note; im moving blogs <3
as in. i have a seperate blog to blog about me. cos this blog is too KPOP dominated.
im sure everyone understands. not like there's anything to frown upon on...

hongki alarm does not work

.. i slept in.
LOL!
Since i changed my alarm to hongki, it seems like i dont take him seriously and just go back to sleep.
ARGH.
and look what happened.
The whole last week, ive slept in, but MANAGED to get to uni.
But today. i woke up at 9 - o - lecture at 10 - o -;;
So i decided to go to the afternoon one.
i should study now.
I already wasted 1 hr.
IM A FAILURE
maybe i should change my alarm tone.......

DBSK disbanding

ALL INFORMATION ON DBSK disband!

*EDIT*
Since this page received lots of hits despite my ramblings, i decided to file up DBSK DISBANDING articles

CLICK HERE FOR MOST* OF ALL THE ARTICLES REGARDING DBSK DISBAND
^just click on the DBSK DISBANDING on the left side to see all post.

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Song: Stand By U- Tohoshinki
Mood: N/A

this is the hottest topic going around the net about DBSK right now i assume. But i haven't really gotten my head around that yet.
But after discussing it with twin and her friend wilson, it really did seem like reality. That they will really disband.
I dont know how i feel, its mixed feelings.
Definately not happiness if you were wondering what were these mixed feelings.
I mean DBSK is one of the most talented group of celebrities that i know of. And i do really respect them a lot. And just having to face the fact that they will disband, just having to think, i wont hear beautiful songs like Stand By U anymore, just having to accept that i wont see Jaejoong or DBSK as a whole.....really....
It's sad. that's all i can say.
I love them so much, and ive only spent this so little time with them. Im still yet to find out so much about them, and they are already disbanding?
Right now, im in a state of denial. because nothing is confirmed yet, yes. We dont know anything, so i dont want to make any assumptions.
Part of me just want to completely belief that DBSK will stay as DBSK, however, part of me just wannna mentally prepare myself.
So i wont get so much of a shock later.

Then i imagined if actually was SUJU that was disbanding, my heart literally cracked. Imagining that i will never hear Kyuhyun's voice again, and his sense of humour. Never hear Leeteuk's unique laughs, see Eunhyuk dancing, how adorable Donghae is, How vain Heenim is, how talkative kangin is, it was just even more unbearable.....

i dont know.
i dont even want to think about it right now.
It's so frightening, to think of SUJU disbanding. But there's a possibility.

The other side of this case that i try to convince myself is that this is what DBSK wants. Not the disbanding thing, but freeing from SM's suffocation. This way, maybe, even if it means they disband, perhaps its better for Jaejoong, junsu and micky. I want to believe that if they really did disband, it was for the better. THat they were happy. Because as long as they are happy....I can cope with it.
Then if i put this situation with SUJU, i am too selfish to allow it
Sigh. i dont know anymore.
But if the 3 members are leaving and there will be replacement, i dont know how i can deal with it. This just reminds me of Oh Wonbin of F.T Island, where Seunghyun received lots of love quickly.
Will it be like DBSK? will the new replacement be immediately loved? And the 3 original members replaced? Maybe not replaced, but just put away safely somewhere important in their heart.
Afterall we are all humans, we need to move on right?

Why do i speak as if they are already disbanding?
my head hurts.
im heading home.

219am this is krissy

i am hungry
eating redbean breadtop bread
did u realise breadtop bread is really soft?
my eyes are hurting cos i strained them too much
i finally finished reading twilight LOL , i skipped like a whole lot
im so dead will i be able to wake up tomorrow?
i doubt so, its almost 3am. by the looks of it.
oyasumi

twin; take care yah? ily

ily tracy

27/07/09
❤ ♪κяїѕѕў ♡ fitz ßß~ [ •` ♥chapter21 - BRING IT ON!♫] ` . ★ 너라고; says:(11.09pm)
CHOSE ONE
DONGHAE
OR
KYUHYUN
TRaccCCiy says:(11.15pm)
kyunhyun
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
❤ ♪κяїѕѕў ♡ fitz ßß~ [ •` ♥chapter21 - BRING IT ON!♫] ` . ★ 너라고; says:(11.22pm_
YAYYYYY I LOVE YOU TRACY <3
TRaccCCiy says:
<3

bleh

Kyuhyun: " AJA AJA FIGHTING!"

sorry been spamming blog with really random donwload links.
im just putting up the songs that i like, and some of the latest released.
>_> ANYWAYYY. I SHUD GO TO BED. I will work hard!

first day back

my back is still not that good.
i had lunch with twin :) thanks for it <3 mashikepta. (??) HAPPY ~~~
today i went looking for yumiko and mika's present. but i didnt buy anything.
candles are a good idea. twin's idea too ^^
i bought a tofu. i doubt yumiko or mika would hang it on their phone. LOL. maybe i shud.
I WILL.
i will ignore their age and just send it to them
they cant blame me for my taste, i am still a child *COUGH*
child liike taemin. i wish

hmm. today chem lecture is boring. i almost fell asleep AGAIN! NOT GOOD. not a good start at all.
i realised u needed sem1chem too. oh gosh. fail rate is higher.
am i doomed? No. my future is not DECIDED because of this.
bio lecture was a bit more interesting. i like genetics. :)
I hope tomorrow's psych lecture will be good too.
jap lecture will be no doubt good
im hungry
going to make something and EAT.

sunday

Song: insomnia- craigdavid
Mood: terrible

What did i do to my neck/back?I sprained it badly.
I cant even move my head for the right or the left or bent it backwards.
Omgosh. im literally like a statue. I ate panadol before. And omgosh, it felt so good! Like as if the pain wasnt there at all. duh! thats why its called painkiller. - -but it started to wear off and now im stiff again,. its already 11pm. and i thought i was gonna sleep at 10 since uni tomorrow.Im going to sleep now. i feel a headache washing over me soon.

NEW SEMESTER! I HAVE RESOLUTIONS!
TO STUDY HARDER :D
LESS LEETEUK LOL.
less fangirling in general.- -
is that even possible.
I will do my best.and hopefully know what i wanna do with my life.

my net is really CACAT ah. it pisses me off so much. keep getting DC-ed.
my room SMELLS like oil. SOMEONE was smart enough not to not close the bedroom door when dad was frying chickens.
burning some eucalyptus oil, but the HIDEOUS smell wont leave my room.
im in a bad mood now.
esp my stupid SELFISH brother keeps cutting off my freakn damn net without telling me.
hes so freakn selfish that i wish i had really hit him hard on the head.
so hard that i want to hear a crack , then he might realise how selfish he is that way.

ARGH.
my head hurts more now.
im gonna print my timetable.
wish me luck with the new sem

Song: 7 years of love - kyuhyun
mood; superfull.. = =;; why did i eat noodles at 1am...

ughhhhhhhhhhhh. im so full. i cant even move. T___T
sigh. im too greedy. :( anyway, my holidays are finally ending.
i havent been doing much these days. i feel so unproductive and helpless.
i havent been doing the things that i need to do.
sigh. i feel so aksdh sick of it.
maybe i should just head to bed now.
but i am just so full that i dont even feel like sleeping.
kyuhyun ah, how are you?

sunday night out

Song: Miduhyo- DBSK
Mood: my contacts killed my eyes.

Just a short note to franz.
AASJKDGHLASDKJ
OI YOU! STOP READ READ THERE.
YOU SHUD ALSO WRITE SOMETHING!!
I dont care what, as least SOMETHING !
i miss you < /3

anyways, yes. DAY OUT DAY OUT!
Ive been out to the city 3 days in a row. gosh. I didnt spend a lot thou, just normal each time.
I shall blog about today only.

SUNDAY
I woke up at 2pm.
What is wrong with my sleeping patterns? I sleep at 3-4am. Or even 5am sometimes, and wake up at the avro. ARGH. This is a MUST go habit. My skin! IS NOT HEALING.
GOSH!.
Anyway, i just ate breakfast/lunch. I ate too much didnt i?
The breadtop cake that kevin gave me, a bowl of porridge with Brovil, 1 lamb cutlet, 1 Choc glazed custard krispy kreme, some mashed potato, french toast.
LOL!
I was going to eat some noodles too when i told myself that i shouldnt eat anymore.

Then i went to my room and did some stuff and before i knew it, it was time to leave.
So i quickly showered, applied makeup and ran for the train station.
I WAS LATE..... and something happened.
I was on the train with 2 people in that carriage.
Then a woman go on and she shoved her big bag and then stood there for a minute or two and sat right next to me.
And i was thinking, WTH, there was like at least 50 free seats around, WHY NEXT TO ME MAN?
And she was talking... and i thought she was talking to me, but i didnt want to talk to her so i ignored her.
She was facing me, but i realised she wasnt talking to me.
She started to yell violently.
There was this really weird ( it really stunk) odour coming off her.
Unable to bear it for even one stop, i immediately jumped off.

Before i could get on the next carriage, the stupid train driver decided to leave without me.
Leaving me stuck ALONE at East Malvern.
ZOMG!
It was soooo freakn cold.
And it was a SUNDAY, and trains arent that frequent. Ettoke?
I sat there and got Tracy to call me.
It was quiet scary sitting there at 7pm with no one at all.

Then you ask, why dont you just go to the next carriage through those doors thing. Its because i was scared she would follow me. SHES SO SCARY~! T________T

THEN, got to city and on the tram to Lygon St, there was another lady.....
And she was talking to herself....
And i wondered, why is it like this today?
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GIMWAH!!!!!!
lots a love from SNSD <333

RIGHT. anywayyyyyyyyy. we did random stuff.
Hanged out at san churro till 11 something
went over to yen's house to check the train timetable to realise the last train back to GW was 11.20pm. and the clock was 11.25 at the moment.
I wanted to cry. My mum will surely kill me
So i called her.
and yes
she was very pissed.
So i told her i can stay over at yen's house which she exploded into flames and told me firmly that she will pick me up at CROWN
and i was like ".... crown again..."
I got yen and samm to come with me.. <3
thanks guy <3

but i ended up meeting mummy at flinders.
so it was all good
i mentally prepared myself to be screamed at the whole way back.
but she didnt, i guess she was too tired. reached home at 1am..
i am tired.
im going to bed now.

my eyes are just. UASGJDAKJSDVASD.
but i dont want to sleep yet.
the night is still young.

but i was the party pooper.
im so sorry guys :(
but it was fun :)
i went a bit crazy.. i think i scared those people off.
the usual krissy is alwaysa so scary m(-___-)m
maybe i should just calm down a bit.

GEE GEE GEE GEE
oya~

FANFIC UPDATE

SONG: sorry sorry- super junior
MOOD: headache? kana.

CHAPTER 20 DONE!
I finally added the last segment of it. :)
*imagines the little boy*
Definately WOULD BE CUTE!
HEHE. am not biased
anyway. hopefully i can get 21 done soon.
Im going out the whole day tomorrow.
I NEED TO GO TO BED
I HAVE TO WAKE AT 8am

Tracy i love you always.
please take care of yourself.
<3
SLEEP.

awaiting the results

Song: One For Me- Shinee
Mood: DEAD TIRED.

can i go to bed now?
im still waiting for the results.
you can "order" for ur results earlier. you can apply for it online. and it will take 1-2 hours. and ive waited for 2 hours already. and i AM going to sleep now. i dont care.
its not like it can change anything >_>

happy birthday heechul♥♥♥♥♥

haha,what did i do today?
i went to a friend's house :)
she wanted to keep 3jib♥♥♥ for a night, she claims
so i let her take care of 3jib for me.
:) that crazy girl better not wreck it.
HAHA.

we played random games like uno, twister, monopoly.
hmmm we did lots of filming, i hope i turned out alright in those vids.
HAHA, we basically scared off mich and flo, cos we fangirled too much.

then right after i had to go to a family friend's party thing.
we just pooled the whole night
her house was beautiful as always.
i love her pool table! i want one!
but where can i fit it in my small house.
go up one floor thats what :D
hmmmmmmm~ then we told ghost stories.
freakky X(

why do i like it so much when i get so freaked out!.
im sleeping tonight alone.
omg. i dont wanna brush my teeth.
LOVE'S WAY.
~ too much classic

i dont know what i shall be doing.
noona, you are so pretty
taemin sings that to me.♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
oh that reminds me,
STOP BULLYING TAEMIN
or thisi noona right here is gonna bash u freaks.
sigh.
just freakn leave the poor boy alone!.
hey guess what.
its 2am :D:D
AND IM GOING TO BED.
pray for taemin
pray for my family
praise the God
thank for the day i had
pray for the world.
pray for love.♥

=) ♥

ABOUT THE WRITER

NOTE: I will just keep updating this entry, i dont want to spam my blog with my useless ramblings

[Fanfic]
RED: FULLY completed!!
BLUE: DONE! need polishing :)
GREEN: still writing
ORANGE: Havent even started LOL

Title: We Belong Together as One
Prologue
Chapter 1- Seoul Here we Come!
Chapter 2 -Office Ladies
Chapter 3 -Battle & Saviour
Chapter 4 -Trainees
Chapter 5 -We are Super Junior- OH!
Chapter 6 -The faithful meeting
Chapter 7 - Only You
Chapter 8 - Confrontation
Chapter 9 - A Change?
Chapter 10 - [U] planning
Chapter 11- [U] preparation week 1
Chapter 12- [U] preparation week 2
Chapter 13- [U] COMEBACK!
Chapter 14- [U] rewind
Chapter 15- untitled
Chapter 16- untitled

GENERAL UPDATES

[23/06]
I am a discontent unhappy writer whose greedy nature has taken over.
I WANT EUNHYUK!
-pouts-
But unfortunately, it is impossible to have Eunhyuk, not in this life.
Not in this fanfic.
Not ever.
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
-sighs-
Oh well.
I feel like quickly replacing someone with someone.
Should I?
WHAT SHOULD I DO!
I need twin's advice.
Im so confused.

[24/06]
6.21pm
I managed to complete 3 chapters by yesterday night/midnight. :) I was a content and happy writer until my brain decided to think too much about the whole matter again.
ARGH. There's so much i want to fit in, but i dont know how i can fit it in already. I think im just go to leave it like it. (A writer that thinks too much about her story) ???? Isn't that how a professional writer writes? *laugh*
I have already formed the story in my mind for the next chapters, but i think it will keep changing.
And im in need of cheesy stuff! I really dont have any cheese..... in me. LOL T__T sad. and im writing a love story?! great.
I should write HORROR isntead. But horror, i cant explain it.
Im currently writing chapter 13, the meant to be special chapter, (its not that special, really)
And i need to polish 10 11 12, my thoughts are so scrambled in it!
I will blog when i finish 13 and the rest before it!
Please look forward to it! m(>_<)m

9.17pm
Ive been writing and writing and seemed like this is never ending.
Ryeowook imnida!

11.33pm
OMG! I finally finished Chapter 13 ╥╥

It was tough work! It took almost the whole day. Actually this whole day was dedicated to writing the longest chapter Chapter 13. ♥♥♥♥

But yeah, finally! More DonghaexJoyce ^^♥. I am glad the way things turned out. Seriously, if Donghae continued ignoring Joyce, I might go up and strangle him or something.

[25/06]
I'm going out for dinner/movie later, so i wont be able to write the story! I just got up and i just proof read and edited my previous chapters!. I did Chapter 14 last night. It was a "unnecessary" chapter, if you wanna put it that way.
But im looking forward to the next chapters, something exciting is going to happen!

*claps*

FORMATION OF THE CHAPTERS

Chapter 10, 11, 12, 13
It was hard. *laughs*

Because I didn’t know what to write about U. But I did lots of research hoping to get my inspirations there, there wasn’t much inspirations that I got out of it. *laughs*

I looked at U’s translation, and listened to the song non-stop while writing the chapters.

I looked at the MV a lot, I felt like I was at school, studying a film >_>
HAHA. But nevertheless, I watched the MV, hoping I can get into the U feel.

Then I research U online and its statistics, and watched the making of U a few times. It all proved to be fruitful? I guessed? Overall, the hardest bit is over! I am glad!♥♥♥
I hope you will like it! As I put a lot of effort into making it “close to reality”

As for the special Chapter 13
This chapter is meant to be the ‘special’ chapter. I really couldn’t think of any way to make it anymore special than making Suju win the award of their comeback. C’mon, that’s gotta be very special. Plus Donghae is speaking to Joyce again!

I really liked the memory bit of this chapter. I think its really nice. But it all worked out!
It was really sweet, it touched my own heart seeing Kuri!♥♥

KURI FIGHTING!♥♥
Im a happy writer ♥(again) ^_^

Chapter 14
A pointless chapter. LOL